Shud i send this to Ms.Y on Valentine day????

Everyday I been wondering what had happen to us why we in such situation. Do you recall I used to call you Kungfu Panda but I no longer call you that name ever since we couple. We used to laugh over smallest matter and I always sent you poems but we no longer smile nor laugh yet we argue over smallest matter and I no longer send you poems when we couple. Both of us pretty sad when we argue yet we still argue. We never argue when we are not couple. We can always agree on the same thing but not when we are couple. Why we can do it in the past but not in the present does your feelings toward me had fade ? I can only tell you that I never fed up and my feelings toward you never fade but Kept growing stronger. I remember that you once asked me do you noe I got a boyfriend and I answered you I do. That time I were very really scare you will Straight away reject me . When Chester farewell party they suprised that I suggested to call you to come along and I went and fetch you I droped Chester at Ts I called him go alone coz I want to fetch you juz you and me. When you holded me at that nite how I wish I can stop that moment forever and ever that nite was the nite that I've decided fe tell you how I felt for you despite that I've heard they said Tery name out. When you cried that day that you argued with him I can do ntg except stand aside and watch. When you always in troubles I always can't help u I always stand aside and watch or I dint even knew u got problem nor troubles. Am I a failure? Am I a bad bf? I the 1 who always argue wif you over smallest mattter I the 1 who ask for this to happen I deserved it I juz realize that. You warn me but I dint get it I now knew u always bad mood when see me coz I too bossy and no longer try listen to u. When you said that you no time for me and wasting my time u were wrg is not time we need is love wat we really need. Because we argued a lot we already forgot wat the sweet memory that we shared your 1st kiss my 1st real girlfriend my girl that I really love. I also realize that when you with me you re very stress. Am I too selfish? Or im the real 1 who no time for you? Times come and goes, each day we passed we are further apart, yet we are looking in the same blue skies, the earth wount survive without it inhabited, as our love can't survive without us, living things had shared something in common that is breath h2o, we once had shared something in common that is we are lover, is nature that earth is sphere nth can change the fact, the fact is I can't stop myself from loving you, is nature human is the environment destroyers, same as I destroyed our relationship, human had change they now go green to save earth, so am I, i've had self conscious and I’ve knew that I m wrg.